UNACCEPTABLE PERCEPTION

 I wonder sometimes, is it necessary to help people at the kitchen when you are meeting or visit your boyfriend's parents for the first time?

Does it?

I personally don't really like to having the guest to come to the kitchen to help us to prepare for drinks or food. Then, why should I. In fact that is your house and I am the guest for the first time, I need to wash the dishes? I need to prepare the drinks? I need to prepare the food? Hello! Then you la come to my house and I will prepare for all.

For me, the guest is the guest, except I came for the tens times and I already know all the people in the house, familiar with all the people. Just imagine, your brother bring his girlfriend for the first time and you want her to sapu sampah, or kemas rumah, suddenly wash the dishes where you are just finished your lunch with all the family. Tiber!

And is it wrong for me to not do those things?

I will do when I want to do it. Don't ask me that I need to do this and that. I know when the right time I need to action. I am not that rude when I finished eating and not wash the dishes myself. 

But whatever people to think, you want to say that I was rude? Go ahead.

Cikgu Nuar Kawen Weh!

Hai ... !!!

So here we again, i write and u read.

We went to Segamat, Johor for my roller coaster teacher's wedding. Just so u know that this is the first time me at JOHOR. Yes! Finally Johor.

Seriously, Im so excited, Im so happy for him.

He finally not bachelor anymore.

Madkan drive, and accompanied by my sister to Johor.

We were arrived at the event on 11.30 am, I think. Then we get some foods to eat. Thank god, there is Nasi Minyak, all i want is the kismis 😅. Me sooo like it. 

Sir, u made me gain some of lots of weight while waiting for u.

Wait! So there is no homestay la kan after this??? Hahaha

Picture the teachers. Cikgu Sham and Cikgu Fadzli. The others tak sempat. Huhu

Also, it has been so long Im not meet Cikgu Sham and his real name is Fadrusham, still remember bhai. He tried to contact me but unreachable. Sorry cikgu. He was my BM teacher. He is my bapak bapak kind of teacher. 

Cikgu fadzli selalu dah jumpa. I met him at SESTA, Sekolah Sains Tapah, where my brother same school with his daughter. Sometimes say hello and sometimes not. Haha. And I met him during the run event thingy.

Missing all of the moments in primary school.

Meanwhile the groom. Fakhrul Anwar. He is the one of the teacher that I really want to meet and so hard. Finally I did.

Whatever it is, be the best husband u can be, be the best son u can be, be the best teacher u can be. 

Yeah, good luck in your marriage!

bye

Tawakal November 2019

Moga Allah berkati rezeki yang dikurniakan kepada aku.
Moga Allah permudahkan urusan hidup aku.
Moga Allah limpahkan rezeki kepada aku.

Sekarang ini aku hanya mampu tawakal dan berserah kepada Allah untuk teruskan hidup dalam bulan November.

Duit gaji aku dah habis.

T.T

Harini adalah 8 November dan aku hanya mempunyai RM120 sahaja dan ada 16 hari lagi nak gaji.

TAK SABAR NAK PUASA

Lagi 2 minggu nak puasa dah. 6 Mei 2019.

Mula la teringat masa budak-budak dulu. 

Eeeee, tak sabarnya nak puasa!

Bila member tanya kenapa tak sabar puasa?

Tak sabar nak puasa sebab mak tak akan cepat marah. Kalau buat silap, mak tak marah. Hehehe

Tapi sekarang dah berubah. Bukan berubah sebab dah besar. Tapi keadaan yang berubah bila ma dah kawin lain.

Aku tak salahkan ma, itu hak dia. Dia berhak mencari kebahagiaan dia dan peneman hidup dia.

Ni kali kedua puasa yang rasa kosong. Orang lain ada rasa berbuka dengan keluarga. Aku?

Ya, memang boleh nak berbuka dengan ma, tapi tak sama sebab aku kena datang sebagai tetamu bukan ahli rumah itu.

Bila dipikirkan, boleh mendatangkan kemurungan. Huhu

EXHAUSTED FOR NOTHING

We have been in this project more than 6 months. We have developed the system since August. We follow the purposed design from August to October. But then when we at Bintulu, the design changed to something new and we have no idea what actually they want.

They have been focused on cosmetic part until the dateline is coming the push us for the functionality part.

We work day and night. We will go home early as 7pm or 9pm. No weekend. What else?

We exhausted!

We need free holiday as we don't need to open our notebook and phone to answer this project's questions while we are on holiday or weekend.

I went for family day but I spent my time with notebook phone in the room and answer questionszz do this do that til midnight just to clean the shits mess that those people had done. This is so fucking damn!

MOGSEC 2018

After a long time no see... here I am

I have been busy for these 2 months back. I was asked to be a coordinator for one project since there is no one would do side thingy for boss and the two girls.

At first, I was feeling like I am not good enough to be a project coordinator. But I have no bulk work to be done at office though, so why not.

Being in this project which we are collaborating with another company and being as the vendor of a big company to provide something to the bigger company. I have met with various levels of position and realised how small I am and my company even my boss.

Technologies has been developed widely in order to provide something that we would never know it would exist. Develop a system for tracking, security and safety. The technology of the devices that would come out from such a small device which cost almost a thousand ringgit each. How drastically the changes of the technology, we should and we have to get to know because this kind of thing can make such a huge income to the organisation.

Also, being in various fields of knowledge make ourself more powerful with one thing that not all of people have the opportunity to have it. It is EXPERIENCE. Yes, being a project coordinator for the first time, I know how the technologies run, the hardware work, the importance of communication and most important is to jot down every single thing that came out from the mouth to be as the proof and the reminder.

And we have to work for an event. Working at last minute just a few days before the event. We work with the least of knowledge. But, we have done it just 1 day before the event. MOGSEC 2018, this event full of companies which dealing with oil & gas except us maybe. We are not in oil & gas, we are zero in oil & gas, we are nothing.

I was one of exhibitor for our project. Presented the project to sell to other company who will interested in our technology. It was priceless experience, met to many people, speak confidently, dress up smartly and stand toughly. Some companies interested on our project. It is a good for company's income.

Done. No the end sentence.

Statistics Thought #1

In statistics, we doing lots of analysis, lots of calculation and such. But, do we jump into the conclusion with only based on the result of those analysis without really do some of investigations?

It's wrong. I did watch and read on some stories and they say:

"Do not jump into the conclusion without exactly understand what's happening the other side (object) situation"

Yeah, I do and did agree with that. It will come out with how much of time do you spend on study, task, reading and everything. To be emphasized here is all people or human has different situation and ability towards the thing that they are doing.

I can't say that the data will resulting a wrong conclusion since we have the confidence percentage to agree with the result. This thing could be bias on the analysis hahaha. 

To be a data scientist with such a big amount of salary do not just simply 100% put your belief on the result but you need to do investigation.

Statistics: Regression

Regression?

Regression is a relationship measurement between the mean and the variables: independent and dependent.

In statistics, we do have many type of regression. It is depends on the situation that we have because not all regression can handle all of the situations. The regression based on the situation will be discussed later. Here, I listed the type of regression that I have learnt in class:

• Linear Regression
• Simple Linear Regression
• Multiple Linear Regression
• Logistic Regression
• Binary Logistic Regression
• Ordinal Logistic Regression
• Multinomial Logistic Regression
• Poisson Regression
• Negative Binomial Regression

Everyone Is Wow and Superb

I always thinking that the other person is better than me and I was like, "oh, she is wow!" "he is great!"

but,

I forgot, that I still wow and great and superb. I just not showing my true colour(s) which has left behind and waiting to show.

The question is,

"when?"

We as human just need to be thankful for what we have and use the advantage(s) that we have or gained to be better and successful person. Do not feel down when meet with someone else who we think that they are very outstanding. Just need to stand up and make a move to be like them that we never thought we would be.

The end.
#fridayvibes

STATISTICIAN

Oh hai hai

just a short entry

im on my way to going deeper into statistics. im in love with statistics. if you have questions regarding statistics or want a consultation for statistics, please don't hesitate to comment down below 😉😉😉.

we learn together.

and also i have been thinking to be a statistics consultant.