September 12, 2021 11:14 am
I am at the office right now. As usual, we do have weekend but the abnormal weekend where we need to work. I need a full weekend where I do not need to think about work. It started when the things that we doing right now became the thing that we don't like anymore. Not a passion anymore. Boring. Yeah, it's boring.
I hate writing because it makes me to think the things that I shouldn't. However, I do writing whenever I feel to tell everything what I feel at that time but I hate the feeling.
Sometimes I realized I am a person who not easy to not to think of something. Overthinking. I struggle to not do so. I tried to make myself busy with something else but sometimes it's failed.
Back to the purpose of this entry.
I want a partner who wants to make an empire together. Who can support me. Who can be there anytime I need him. Who can always lend his ears to listen all my stories.
A partner who I can be myself. Why should I being fake for someone that I wanted to spend my life with? Will I be happy by being fake? No. Absolutely no.
Being fake is just to make people happy not me.
The hardest in life is to find someone who can be real.
