05/06/2021, 02:55:43 AM
Writing in the middle of the night. Crying and crying. I don't know what is happening to myself. I didn't get hurt. I am supposed okay right now. I tried to be okay. I am trying to not making people annoyed with me.
I need someone. I cant stay alone. I cant stay quiet. I cant stop to texting people. But I know its going to make people annoyed with me. Not all people like to being disturbed.
Whenever I am thinking to not making people annoyed and I have to stand by myself, I cried. I dont know why.
I am sorry to being so childish and dependent.
Am I getting worse?